I wana to know

You just don't get it
It's not about all the missing details
The silent glares
The hurried phone calls
The extended absences
None of that even matters.

What matters is that when I asked you
To bear your soul
And give me the raw truth
You looked me straight in the Eyes
And liedThat's the point

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Sometime I am feeling so strange to me and not much clearly of what friend means “As my understanding friend understands each other, helping, listening and sharing even sadness or happiness”.

Furthermore, friend is not the word that we just talk out or call somebody easily as we needs isn’t it? But sometime all these though above might be wrong bcoz other might don’t think as we had “All persons are always having different opinions this is right”.

According to this matter, I am very much understood now why once of friend who we just meet know each other for last couple month could not expressing out of his feeling to me? I was confused was he thinking we’re friends or just talk as hobby? As these couple days, I couldn’t sleep well coz of him ‘I am sooooo concern and care of him all times”.

Dear! I would like to listen to all your matters that are happening? Why he could not talk out to other listen if they can provide him idea as how find good solution etc……..but just replied {Not serious dear, it’s my personal problem!!! And sorry can’t tell you this}. All his words recorded in my heart I felt deep hurt, bcoz I have no rights even listen to share to friend problem.

Although, he said can’t tells me anything now told me what’s happening make him up set? If never heard anything I might feeling cooler till today. Honestly said, he can’t sms me for couple days ago, seem like so quite……. No any communication, no talk, no laugh just miss his information makes me sadly? And I will feel guilty if he still in not happy with his thing.

However, please be accepted dear friend, there’s someone in this world care and thinking about you alwaysssss. Otherwise, if I would like to forward all these feeling to once of who's "My dear friend" to know, please trying to understanding of my heart....

Anyway, I don’t have much ideas to say, just would expressing all bad to this blog as usual. Hopefully, everything will be resolved in good way, we both might release of these felt from minds to each other soon. May have a good luck, that’s all I want to say!!

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