SADNESS OF LIFE

The sadness of life is that all things are not born equal. With happening some are richer and some just poorer. The balance of life and truly unbalanced and the only thing fair about live itself is death… Sorrow strikes me time and again. My guess is nobody would read this blogs as they are boring and stupid.

I don’t why there’s no fewer days make me happy……as extremely, I like thinking about this or think about that non stop. I so scaring one day I could be a mantle problem must be, oh dear I don’t want time coming. I really know sometime this felt happen coz of I’m a lonely person who did not have friends talking or consult idea with. As I don’t spare my time walk around to release some stress out. God! That’s not fair to me! Bcoz in my life I never give sadness or make somebody cry coz of me. Still why I am facing such as this headache problems? Even today I would love smiles much more than cry but sometime tears comes out without informed………

Further more, from day-today I am working as “A rooboo {a machine human}” to learn money helping my family situation, but I never complained related this duty. I knew it’s my duty that we must filling up! There’s no choice either as god allowed me born in a poor family. Dear I am not complaining of this LUCK, it’s my pleasure born warm enough family as mind. But what make me stress and never happy to be sad is “There’s no one who can help me, talk or consulting with whenever I need them sometimes”. That’s I always blaming to the god s why……….and why? Or he just allowed me born in this world to helping, consulting, listening, and serving other persons only? Where is justice to me? Fine if he happy to see me facing such as this problems I do must accept even want or don’t want to…… Just waiting the end life comes time, and then I’ll know those Kammar will gone… away from me!!!

So my dearest friends that’s why I like blogging down in my site what I gonna to say or to expressing all bad felt out………..bcoz there’re only the two of them “The computer and lovely music who’s my best friends in LIFE” Plz don’t laughing with this though at me, you’ll understand whenever you’re as facing as me……… I’m pretty sure you’ll gonna to meet at lease once time in you life. However, I praying for you may you all meet only happiness, smiles, prosperous, peaceful and good health 4ever……….

I merely wrote them to relieve myself, and then myself from the reality of life. So much needs to be done yet so little has been. Is this what I'm fated to be? a slump, a loser, or a lazy bum? All this feelings boiling in my heart, the people around just selfishly take and dun give back in return. I dun trust anyone but my family. Yet time again and again, as I got lied in to goals are just distanced memories of my formal self. When will I learn to pick up the pieces and moves all are selfish….. Then as they are ... I would just have to depend on myself to stand up... just to move on... as we can!!

***Thus, llease keep the small ideas as below just keep in your heart………

Happiness is a journey, not a destination
So, work like you do not need money, if you like that job much money still u can’t do it
Love that like you have never been hurt……….. But love just a single feeling deeply hurt…
Dance like no one is watching………..
Life is beautiful and cold be loneliness as well.
Sometimes lonely is a good feeling we can enjoy and also can be kill our selves…. Still you want to live with lonely or should better find other person for your partner soon?
Everyone should love life……... enduring and pain can train our-selves to become stronger.
God loves everyone as u love ur self……. And NO 1 loves u more than U guy!