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Thursday, August 24, 2006

Plz help me out!!!

I don't know what is wrong with me these few days. I've been in a super petty mode and a lot of people have got it from me already! I really don't know what's happening. It's not even the time of the month. Though I wish that it is I get pissed off real easily these days. I get angry when people don't reply my sms, when they don't pick up my calls.

When the food court is especially crowded when people ask me questions which I think are dumb... crazy bored. When I can't reply emails in Yahoo mails!! Moreover, I feel stupid my self, while I have a lot of work at office......... although I never felt before té. I normally so peaceful with work and meeting with other people, but now why I felt such as this feel don’t understand??????? WHY? “Frankly said, dear?” It could be similarly with most people said "Stress?" Hmmm, it could be...


Moreover, I am carrying a lot problem and my notified in my office some of my colleagues who’re always giving me all love, consulting, care ness and helping. They look a bit different so far. I am very free time to thinking about this such as crazy feeling but its true my dear. I never tired even my boss and other colleagues give me a lot of work, I always happy to accept. And some works from my BIG boss, can clear up before date line, fewer I finished on time, and some other I didn’t finished yet. . I always felt ashamed and unhappy whenever he follows up with me, because thought that I might not work enough as he need. Even though, I tried my best my friends. I am working very carefully, especially when I do his work........ BUT it’s still happen!!!

Oh gods! Could you please help me how should I do? How can I release all these feeling away from me? Please ...........please help!!! I need some consultant from friends or other people around. Which I should go????? I never felt such as this bad feeling before, if stress I did. Now I felt hopeless with everything around.........feeling with people around.

Otherwise, in my office now have announced looking for “A Personal Secretary” will work closely my BIG BOSS because all of those are my job but I can’t carry enough now. And sometime I felt that I am now not just doing the office works té but also swim to accrossing with a mountain works also. You know what? Beside my routine's works, there’re nearly 100 applicants from the different places who’re interested applying with this post that I need to responsed one by one......... that why it make me more and more tired......... I might need rest whenever I found a new colleague working with. Anyway, I stop a head my update from now, because there’re a lot of things for me to do yet....

Bye then all. Wishing you please be happiness will happen with all families, or and all lives even you’re rich man or POOR. Please don’t let yourself facing such as seriously feeling as me :-(

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I really want, but how can I help you dear? Ok how a r doing now?

Hope u better ok? Just take care!

Thank for sharing all your concern, happy and sadness to other....

August 26, 2006 7:24 PM  
Blogger asroh said...

I am not well yet dear, thank for ur time read thru my site. Hope i'll better soon, I think!

Again thank.....

August 28, 2006 4:12 AM  

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