Stress........

I sometime still don’t understand why whenever I am in bored, I feel need do something change from my mechanical life ...........away from regularly..........and some days for any place to relax a way from very noisy sounds from those many people around..... I never hate them.........but I feel bored myself. Other wise, I’ll bored with this life..........coz I am doing all anything same from day-to-day with never changed. So I thought, it need add something for life........may be. Still I don’t know what I need to do....or as which way I have to go? And I ever think this seriously about this.........

On the other hand, I sometime think really nice to be the kind of person who can be content with the status quo, and in those brief moments, I realize that all I would need to do would be to settle down, take a steady job doing the same thing, same environment like this every day, explore less, just take fewer risks, and smooth some of those rough edges. Then I shudder and laugh loudly or smiling lovely to people around and tell me I’m got back to being happy the things just the way they are...........

However, if I would sum up all what I was thinking above I might choose first once.........than second, it’s very exactly what I thought now a day.......and because I’ve spent nearly 14 years ago to working only one place (My office). Although, everything here doing very.......with good nice people around (colleagues), good family, good salary and others etc..... Now I think should I continuing or I have to changes, and then see what will happen next? .......who never know? But give your comments “I have a crazy thought ok? Because everyone who living in our BIG WORLD are always having the difference ideas!!!

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