Last Night!!!
In several times, I always said I have much.........much more idea to say or to write something has happen everyday to post in my blog, that will be not very easy for me too becoz English is not my mother native speech. Unless, today I have so much to say and to write, but I do not quite sure the words to express myself yet. So, until then, this is I can do. It just I feel if I start writing right now. I know I may not a good writer so I would be spend more then an hour to explain all has happening.
Who know?? I feel and really accepted that today I have working very........very hard and sometime I forgot even drink water that why “My immediately supervisor calling Ms. ROBO, it's mean that someone who's works withno time to take a rest or care about her/his self” It’s sound a bit funny but it’s true. Everyday I worked for whole day, no enough to relax even weekend or as on the public holiday, totally its 7 days a week “5 days from Monday – Friday’s doing my office, and an other 2 days I have filling my weekend class {Both: Saturday and Sun}.
And now it make feel sooooooooooooo exhausted and tired coz I’m SICK again, just came back from clinic now at the office. I should relax for full day but today is Friday, and there’s a lot of thing waiting for me. Both of them "My doctor and once of my friend blamed why I never think my health is important then money or work?" If I comparing yourself as me you will know of my heart “I replied. Now I feel uncomfortable here as “Fever, headache, and a bit cold” it’s really disturb so much. This is may be my whole life is making one excuse after another so that I never have to reality do anything or facing anything as such this hard, I am tried of being scared of lonely all the time, as I am being stagnant. This is can or can’t help may be I don’t know? As of serious thing events has happened last night as..................
I had a crazy headache so deep and penetrating most a whole night that was afraid I might pass out or have something wrong or can be stroke I don’t know? On the other hand, thought I could not anything bad happen again........and again, because I pretty important to do – as something for which I had to be “on my point”. But still can’t be getting myself revved up for my day-to-day stuff of works. Adrenaline does wonders for the way of feeling, as long as I can keep the headache in check. It’s hard with my MOM can’t accept this events, she said she deeply painful herself than see my situation happening during that time.
Do you know all those words it makes me more deeply hurt then others....... and I so sloggy, because I very much understand about this her feel that's all “What all PARENTS are proving to the kids” I am feel so quilty with this. And that doesn’t do much for the emotion in side of me, either. I think may be I have to do something specially, more relax and find some fun things to do with other friends, and as to inject some life into my life...........to be more happen and joy able in life!!
Who know?? I feel and really accepted that today I have working very........very hard and sometime I forgot even drink water that why “My immediately supervisor calling Ms. ROBO, it's mean that someone who's works withno time to take a rest or care about her/his self” It’s sound a bit funny but it’s true. Everyday I worked for whole day, no enough to relax even weekend or as on the public holiday, totally its 7 days a week “5 days from Monday – Friday’s doing my office, and an other 2 days I have filling my weekend class {Both: Saturday and Sun}.
And now it make feel sooooooooooooo exhausted and tired coz I’m SICK again, just came back from clinic now at the office. I should relax for full day but today is Friday, and there’s a lot of thing waiting for me. Both of them "My doctor and once of my friend blamed why I never think my health is important then money or work?" If I comparing yourself as me you will know of my heart “I replied. Now I feel uncomfortable here as “Fever, headache, and a bit cold” it’s really disturb so much. This is may be my whole life is making one excuse after another so that I never have to reality do anything or facing anything as such this hard, I am tried of being scared of lonely all the time, as I am being stagnant. This is can or can’t help may be I don’t know? As of serious thing events has happened last night as..................
I had a crazy headache so deep and penetrating most a whole night that was afraid I might pass out or have something wrong or can be stroke I don’t know? On the other hand, thought I could not anything bad happen again........and again, because I pretty important to do – as something for which I had to be “on my point”. But still can’t be getting myself revved up for my day-to-day stuff of works. Adrenaline does wonders for the way of feeling, as long as I can keep the headache in check. It’s hard with my MOM can’t accept this events, she said she deeply painful herself than see my situation happening during that time.
Do you know all those words it makes me more deeply hurt then others....... and I so sloggy, because I very much understand about this her feel that's all “What all PARENTS are proving to the kids” I am feel so quilty with this. And that doesn’t do much for the emotion in side of me, either. I think may be I have to do something specially, more relax and find some fun things to do with other friends, and as to inject some life into my life...........to be more happen and joy able in life!!
posted by asroh @ 6/23/2006 04:20:00 AM
3 Comments:
Oh.......no i'm sorry to hear that my dear, what's wrong with you? Are u doing better now still the same?
However, hopefully you'll recover soon ok? Just inform me back whenever you better. May GOD bless such as good person as you guys. I'll be back!!!
Thanks for ur concern.....friend, even we never know each other but i feel you're closing to me. I'm not very well, still tired. Anyway, hope it'll gone soon, hope so..
Best - ASroh
Cool, it's nice hearing from u....plz take care ur self my dear, don't work heard, just make more fun...have a nice day!
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