He lied

I really want to ask him why he’s lie me yesterday??? Sorry I don't want mention clearly who is he? But himself will know this than other Did I do something wrong to you guy? As remember never...... But why he’s betraying with my good feeling that I have with him? Don’t understand whyyyyyy???????? “Please tell, who can answer this?” I’m crazy myself, now just know that he never keep our relationship as good as I felt. In conclusion, about the communication between I and him more than a year, don’t have any meaning with him at all. That’s fine guy, I understand what he feel to me today, and it’s really make me hurt and painful because him.

It was happened since yesterday around 17:35 evening. After I clear up all extra works on my desk away because I was so busy with new intern person who’s came to work with me for two-month period “And I think it’s good chance for that young girl who I accepted her to working with even it make more busy but I’m happy sharing all my experience to other also. Regarding to this work, my boss give me many thanks because if I don’t want or just tell don’t have time, she can't force me to do.

Yes it’s my hobby as well I normally do every weekend beside my class’s works every Saturday and Sunday, I always come to office find something “Works or clear up all work that pending from Friday” to do. While I finished my office work, I immediately, think about my boy friend who I knew more a year. But I don't want to call him, so then I decised message only few words as “Hi....where r u now, and what r doing right dear?” And you know what he reply me? “Do nothing, now at my friend’s house. I wish to pick u but my motorbike not with me, so where are u?” he replied then I feed back “Never mind, I the way go home now, take care”. My reason of message him just want to say hi only not ask to pick me up. Almost a whole of that day I felt very headache nearly dying, coz I was working so heard and spare enough time to relax so and so on..........

While on the way, in 5 minutes later on I changed my mind stopped by at “Sorya Super Market” to finding some food to eat coz I did not have lunch yet and it may help me to release headache and stress too. Then I never text him second once, “I’ve change mind now, I going to Sorya finding something to eat coz I’m so hungry and headache too”. Can u guest how he replied my message? “Ooooop.....sorry, I am at Sorya too with my class mate, and which step you are now?” Can you tell me “What does it mean? First, he said no motor take me home, but 10 minutes later he told me that he’s at somewhere with his classmate. By the way, I’ve found good answer at this time “Its conclusion of this story, he never honest with our relations from beginning, as I did, and never respected my good feeling that I have him for a year period since we knew each other. And I think that there are a lot of things that he hired from my eyes. And thought that he may come a along with other girl if I’m wrong, then I don’t want to see.......... Ok....ok I can't accepted your solution man, it's fully to me coz of you. I felt sad with you. SoI decided gone home not hungry anymore....coz do as normal to see lied person.

Even, we are not a love couple but thought that we’re best friends. So what reasons that friend dishonest with friend? I reminding him again and again, while we went ago out side “If there’re all any persons who become my friend, or sibling, I don’t want anything from them, please just tell me the truth words and say something honesty that enough for me”. And really........really a big anger and HATE them till I die, if know they’re kidding or lied, then I’ll not forgive them a bit of their mistake.

So, he really knew this meaning but he still does it with me “One who I never though before” That’s find, even hurt this much but it can make me die, now think if he can’t just tell me truth or give only honest heart for still I have good feel with him for what???? Then let’s see how will he reply when I ask about this?? And promised I’ll not a crazy girl who he easily lying as he wants to. Then let’s see what going on next?